Past few days can said to be my worst by far…

My first step out from bed everyday comes with a sharp pain on the right ankle and the right side of my back. It get worst when I step into the shower… I can’t squat and I got to support myself against the wall to get myself cleaned.

Today I’m like a handicap… my mum had to roll me around home on a chair. And she noticed that my right feet is swelling… and she has to add to my agony with information that people actually died unknowing due to swollen feet! *OMG!!* This got me very frightened… the idea keep coming to me and the more I think about it, the more frighten I am…

I went to my usual GP for advice and he asked if the Doc at SGH did a blood test for me, to eliminate possiblities of virus/ diseases… this made me think about what my mum told me this morning even more… could it really be that serious??? Why didn’t the doc at SGH mentioned anything about it at all?? Why so unprofessional? I asked if the GP can do a test for me, he said since I’m referred to specialist at SGH, I should wait till than… but… its almost a month away!! (9may)And… And… And… the medication given by the Doc at SGH isn’t of much help at all!! My GP gave me another set of medication with one helping to reduce the swelling… hope it’ll work.
After all these ding-dong-ing but the pain still coming back and at times even worst… doctor after doctor… medication after medication… I’m getting very frustrated!! When can I walk like I used to? When can I get out of bed in the morning not feeling the sharp pain in my leg? I want to get back to work! I want to go out on my own! I want to get well!!!